Whenever I think about my experience at the college hostel, it makes me cringe with an eerie feeling, a blend of guilt and a sense of excitement.
I have never disclosed to any one what ever happened then nor do I want to acknowledge that there may be a slim chance that I have tendency to be closet lesbian. It was in the distant past and it never ever happened again and I am pretty sure it never will.
I have just turned 18, passed my high school leaving exam with flying colours and was admitted to do medicine in Madras city. Being from a village in deep south, I had to find accommodation in the women’s hostel. First time away from home. It was all very daunting. I had to a share a room with another first year student.
The college hostel had a tradition of ‘initiation’ – the new comers are ‘ragged’ by seniors during the first week. Each one is allocated to a senior student, who will be the ‘mistress’ for the week and you have to obey them and do what ever they asked you to do. There was suppose to be strict rules regarding what is allowed and what is not, but some seniors got away with anything, purely because the newcomers were scared to complain to the authorities.
The names of the fresher and their mistress were displayed in the notice board in the dinning room. I found mine’s name was Mala. I noticed someone has scribbled next to next to her name ‘her highnesses. I was curious but was not game enough to ask any one. Most of the seniors have arrived and have paired up with their ‘bitches’ as we were called. My room mate was a girl called Kala. She was also from a village and was as scared as I was. She was a small made girl but was fairly well endowed. We had a brief chat before her mistress came and took her away.
My mistress Mala has not arrived yet and I was left alone. After dinner in the mess hall, I returned to my room and sat down on my bed. I was felling very miserable as I missed my parents, family and my friends; I was also scared not knowing what was going to happen with the initiation.
It was getting late. I lied down and tried to do some reading, but could not concentrate. I must have dozed off and suddenly woke up when my room mate Kala returned. She closed the door behind her and I could see from her look that she was quite upset. I got up and asked her what happened. She started to cry. I went and sat next to her, put my arms around her and comforted her. She sobbed and said that her mistress was very nasty. She told me what happened interspersed with brief episodes of crying.
Her mistress Sumathi took Kala to her room. The freshers are usually expected to do menial chores for their mistresses like cleaning the room, polishing the shoes and even cleaning the underwear. The room was a mess and it took ages to tidy up. Kala was disgusted when she had to do the washing. The undies still had the tampons in it and were caked with menstrual blood and secretions. It made her sick. In the mean time few other girls arrived. They were a few years below Sumathi and were only allowed to watch but not take part in any activities. Kala was made to sit next to Sumathi who put one of her arms around her and with both hands grabbed her boobs. Kala tried to push her away. But she was told that if she didn’t cooperate, worse things could happen. Kala stopped resisting and Sumathi started to fondle her. At first it was gentle but soon it became rough. The other girls were encouraging her to squeeze harder. Kala complained that it was hurting. ‘Shut up Bitch’ was the response she got. One of the other girls urged Sumathi to take Kala’s clothes off.
Sumathi unbuttoned her blouse and then her bra. Kala was too shocked to do any thing. All her protests were ignored. Sumathi put her hands underneath her naked boobs and held them up for other girls to see. “Look at the bitch’s udders. Aren’t they ugly?” They all laughed making fun of the size. Unfortunately, Kala was bit on the short side and her boobs were quite disproportionately big. They called her a fat cow and how ugly she was. Kala started to cry.
Then Sumathi made her go on her knees and hands and ordered her to crawl around the room. The heavy boobs were dangling down, almost touching the floor and were the source of more ridicule and laughter. After some time Sumathi told the girls that the show was over and they reluctantly left the room. Sumathi asked her to get dressed and get back to her room. As she was leaving, Sumathi told her that she will come and visit her that night after every one has gone to sleep. Poor girl; she was naturally very upset not knowing what more was in store for her. I asked her to go to sleep and told her that I am going to be in the room and if it gets out of hand, to yell out for me.
I went back to bed. I was also scared worried about what was going to happen. Soon I was asleep but was woken up there was a knock on the door. Kala quickly got up and opened the door and let Sumathi in. I was wide awake by then, but closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. They climbed into the bed. Kala was wearing a nightie and panties. The first thing Sumathi did was to pull down the panties and took it off. Then she pulled the nightie over her head and threw it aside. Kala was too frightened to say or do anything. Sumathi was only wearing a nightie and it came off in no time and joined Kala’s on the floor. She pushed Kala to the bed, lied down facing her and held her tightly against her body.
All the conversations were in whispers as Sumathi was conscious of my presence. “I like your boobs. They are so beautiful” she said. Kala was a bit confused because back in her room they all teased and said how ugly they were. Sumathi held her boobs and started to squeeze them. She was not as rough as she was earlier. She gently stroked her nipples and it made Kala feel quite nice. Then she bent down and took one of her boobs with both her hands and started to suck on the nipple. Kala was a simple village girl and she has never been in this situation before. She was aware of how men like to fondle and suck on women’s breasts but she has never heard of a woman doing it to another one.
At first she felt slightly repulsed by the act. But soon she started to feel a very pleasant sensation starting from her nipple spreading all over her breast and then the whole body. Without being aware, she started to moan and wriggled her body. Sumathi was very pleased that Kala was enjoying what she was doing. She sucked more vigorously going form one boob to the other. Kala held Sumathi’s face and pulled it closer to her bosom.
Sumathi paused for a minute and asked, “you like it, don't you?” Kala murmur noncommittally. She didn’t want to encourage her to go any further, But Sumathi had other plans. “Now you have to do the same for me too.” Kala didn't know what to say. “Come on Suck my boobs” Sumathi insisted. Reluctantly Kala took one of Sumathi’s boobs and started to suck on her nipple, tentatively. “Suck harder” Sumathi ordered, “Squeeze my other boob at the same time.” Kala wanted to take revenge on Sumathi and decided to squeeze it as hard as she could. To her surprise Sumathi liked it and harder she squeezed, more she wanted her to do it. “Harder” she said. Kala was made to go from one breast to the other while squeezing the other one at the same time. Her hands were aching. She even pinched the nipples a couple of time. But that didn’t bother Sumathi at all.
Sumathi started to moan and held Kala tightly against her body. She felt suffocated as her face was pressed against Sumathi’s chest and she found it hard to breath. Wherever she stopped for a breath, Sumathi urged her to suck more. “You are so good. Suck me harder and make me happy” she cooed. She kept pushing her groin against Kala’s. Sumathi was working herself to have an orgasm. The fact that she could make Sumathi enjoy so much just by sucking her boobs came as a surprise to her. Kala also got into the act. She sucked vigorously, some times even bitting in the process, which did not bother Sumathi. She squeezed the other boob as hard as she could. She was worried whether all the noise Sumathi was going to attract the attention of people next door. She was pretty sure that I would be awake and listening to every thing.
Kala suddenly felt some thing wet in her pubic area running down her legs. For a minute she though it was urine but soon she worked it out that it was the secretions from Sumathi’s vagina. Even Kala started to get a tingly warm feeling in her groin because of Sumathi repeatedly pushing against hers. Sumathi has reached the point of no return. With a loud cry she had an orgasm, which came in spasms. She kept pounding Kala’s groin with hers. Kala stopped sucking by then and held on to Sumathi. She was also getting excited by the pubes rubbing against each other.
Sumathi soon stopped her bumpy movements. “Oh Kala” she exclaimed, “I love you so much”. Then she started to kiss Kala all over her face. Kala was taken aback by the expression of affection. It was the same woman who called her ugly and fat earlier in the day. The lips finally met. Sumathi pressed her lips hard against Kala’s and tried to pris open her mouth with her probing tongue. Kala has never been kissed like this before. But, she enjoyed the feel of another persons lip on her and finally she gently opened her mouth to let the tongue enter. Soon there tongues were sucking on each other and Kala got into the swing of the mood, they held onto each other's boobs, squeezing them while passionately kissing each other.
When Sumathi finally stopped kissing, she hugged Kala and said, “I like you to be my girl friend”.
Kala was shocked. “What do you mean?”
“Doing what we just did, but on a regular basis.”
For a village bumpkin, Kala was no fool. It suddenly dawned on her that she was on a very good wicket. “mmm. I am not sure” she murmured. Sumathi pleaded. “Oh please. I beg you. I love you very much”.
Kala realised that she held the upper hand. “It depends” she dragged. “Depends on what?” Sumathi asked. “How you are going to treat me during the next week of initiation”. Sumathi was quiet for a moment. “How do you want me to treat you?” she knew exactly what Kala meant. Kala was quite forthright in her demands. “You should not ill treat me and leave me alone”. Sumathi asked, “Can't we even do what we just did?” Kala was quite adamant. ”No. you can’t touch my body at all.” Sumathi was not going to give in easily. “What is the guarantee that you will do what you say you would when the initiation is over?”
Sumathi knew that once the week was over, she had no hold on her. Kala replied, “If you keep your side of the bargain I will honour my word” Reluctantly Sumathi agreed. Kala suddenly felt Sumathi’s hand reaching between her legs inching towards her vagina. She quickly pushed the hand away. “The agreement starts this minute. I want you to leave now”
I was wide awake and heard every bit of the conversation. I was getting quite excited by the happenings and experienced a nice warm feeling in my groin area. I was expecting the worst and this was quite a turn of events. Never thought Kala had in her the gumption to stand up for her. Sumathi got up and picked her nightie from the floor, put it on and left the room quietly. How quickly the whole scene has changed.
As soon as Sumathi left the room, I called out to Kala. She asked me to come over to her bed. I went and sat by her side. “You are a very clever and brave girl” I told her. She laughed, sat up and hugged me. I was aware of the fact that she was naked and when her naked boobs pressed against mine, my heart started to beat faster. I quickly moved away from her, gently kissed her on her forehead and told her that we will talk more abut it in the morning. When I went back to bed, I started to imagine myself with Kala, and it gave me a tingling sensation all over my body. I knew that I won’t be able to look at her without thinking about what happened tonight.
Next day was a very busy day. We had our orientation and were quite tired by the time we returned to the hostel. Went straight to the dinning room and on the way back to our rooms, I was walking with Kala. Suddenly Sumathi appeared from no where. She wanted to talk to Kala privately so I moved along back to the room. Kala told me what happened when she came back to the room. Sumathi asked Kala,” Can I please come and spend the night with you again?" Kala was quite firm.” If you want me to honour the pact we made, no way.” Sumathi was not happy. She pleaded and even subtly threatened her. When she tried to put her hand on Kale’s boob, Kala pushed it away gently. She didn’t want to make a spectacle of the situation. She told her, in a gently manner, "If you are patient enough, I will make it worthwhile for you” and to make a point, she in fact grabbed one of Sumathi’s boobs and gave it a gentle squeeze before leaving her.
I was amazed when she told me that. I never thought she was so brave. I could not help but looking at her in a different perspective. And to my surprise, I was taking notice of her body, especially her boobs. She was a small made girl, but had a disproportionately heavy bosom, which made her look over weight at the first look. At closer look, the boobs were very well formed and were quite upright. She must have seen me watching her boobs; she just smiled and winked at me. I was embarrassed but to cover it I laughed and said, “I can see why Sumathi wants you very badly” She replied with laughter, “The bitch is getting no where and in for a real surprise”.
I went into the bathroom, brushed my teeth and changed my self into my nightie. Kala has already changed into hers and I did notice that she had a very transparent one and had no undies. I had to stop myself from gaping at her. When she came back from the bathroom, she said, “why not we pull our beds together so that we could talk to each other”.
I thought it was great idea. When we climbed into the bed, it felt as we were sleeping in a double bed. I was curious to pursue the topic about last night’s happenings, but didn’t know how to open it up. She herself stated taking about it. “I am sure you knew what was happening last night?” she asked. “I sort of got the idea” and I asked, “Have you ever done such things before?” “No never in my life; I never even dreamt that women do such things”. “Me too” I said. I continued, “How did you feel, doing it?” Kala was quite candid. “Even though I hated when she started fondling me and then suck me, soon I started to feel really good. I felt a nice feeling creep all over my body.” I didn’t tell her that even I felt similar sensation just listening to and imagining what was going on.
“How was it like, sucking her?” I asked. “I hated that part. Her boobs were like sucking a pair of dried peaches and felt so odd, but when she started to moan and groan, in a weird manner, it made me feel good”. “Was it probably because you felt that you had the ability to make her happy?” “Yes that was it. You are a very perceptive aren’t you?” She hugged me. I put my arm around her. I was aware of the fact that our boobs were touching each other and I like the feel. We just lied like that for some time. What she said next came as a surprise. “You know what? If I was to do the same thing with some one whom I like very much, it would have been hundred times better.”
I laughed and said, “All you have to do now is to find some one”. She promptly replied, “I have already found one”. “Really! Who?” She didn’t reply. I looked at her and asked again, “Who is it?” She smiled and hugged me even tighter and kissed me on my lips. Oh my God. “I saw you looking at my boobs earlier. But there is some thing you don’t know. I have been doing the same, staring at yours since this morning whenever I had the opportunity during the orientation”. I don’t think I have ever blushed so much in my life. An electric feeling suddenly hit me.
It was like a barrier being lifted and there was an out flow of passion. It was all a blur from that moment onwards. We hugged and kissed hungrily, our mouths crushing together. Our lips were entangled and the tongues were seeking each other. It was heavenly.
Kala climbed over me. “We don’t need the nighties any more do we?” She pulled hers over her head and threw it down. She took her time gently pulling mine over. “Wow. Your boobs are so beautiful” She gently held them both with her hands. She gave a gentle squeeze. “They are so firm, unlike the ones of the ugly cow” she said. Her hands gently ran over the contour of my breasts stopping to hold the nipples and stroking them. I was bedside my self. It was a feeling which was hard to express. It didn't take her long to bend down and start to suck on one of the nipples. At the touch of her lips it grew in size and as she kept sucking, I could feel a strange sensation as if some thing was seeping out. If I didn’t know any better I would have sworn that there was milk flowing out.
Kala kept sucking. I held her face tightly against my bosom. She had her eyes closed and was concentrating and from her look was thoroughly enjoying it too. I started to feel this strange feeling in my groin. I knew from readings that is was an orgasm. I always associated orgasm with having sex with a man, not by some pen sucking ones breasts. My moan gradually grew into almost a suppressed scream. Kala was not going to stop, neither did I wanted her to. I kept pushing my groin against hers as the orgasm built up and after a minute or two started to gradually wear off. What an energy Kala had. She hardly stopped to take a breath. When she stopped, I hugged and kissed. “Thank you honey. It was unbelievable”. She was beaming with joy. “I am so happy that you came. It makes me feel so good that I was able to do that for you.” We kissed each other fervently.
I have been dreaming about her boobs for hours and it was now my turn to take hold of them. I made her lie on her back and climbed over her. Her boobs were unreal. They were like two big domes standing upright with absolutely no sag. That was unreal. I ran my hands over them. They were smooth like a baby’s bottom. “Hey were did you get these two from?” I asked as my fingers twiddled with the two perky nipples at the centre of the mounts. “You wouldn’t believe. I inherited them from my grandmother, on mother’s side”. She continued, “People in the village still talk about her. “How come?” I was curious. “She is dead and gone so it is okay to speak about it. She was known as the village slut!” I was shocked she talking about her own grandmother in that manner. “My mother told me most of the things. Her boobs were supposed to be the talk of the town and it is claimed that there was no man in town who has not fondled her infamous boobs at some stage or other!” she laughed.
All this talk about her grandma’s boobs made me even hornier. I hungrily sucked on the two fabulous looking globes, going from one to the other. Kala was panting and encouraging me to suck harder. “Oh Bhani, I love it honey. You are so good” Her legs were around me pinning me down to her body. The feel of the warm bodies crushing into each other was great. I was getting wet and so was Kala and I could feel our secretions running down our legs, merging with each others. It was all new to me.
I rolled over to my back and we just lied down. We were very tiered; after a long day at the orientation, the physical effort was a bit too much. I knew that there was more territory for us to explore. Kala was aware of it too. “Bhani, I think we should go to sleep now. I am sure we have lots more to discover”. “Yes we are both novices, but I am sure we could both help each other to find more about our bodies.” Soon we were fast asleep hugging each other, not realising all the drama which was going to unfold next day.